Strange
Neither of my parents wants me :( They are arguing over who has to take me when they move.
Mom doesn't want me because I haven't spoken to her in three days and because there is mutual hate between us. Dad doesn't because he is worried that I will kick up a fuss with him like I do with mom. Which isn't true.
I feel unwanted.
Hopefully I get to Bristol though. Even though I hate them all. Gollum Gollum.
Had nasty night last night but on plus side watched School of Rock. Now parents all angry.
Am very behind with my coursework. I have loads :( Biology, English, Geography, Physics. Some of them I'm behind by two weeks for handing in. I'm way over worked and worried.
I'm totally stressed out right now. The situation at home makes it no easier with mom's insulted sniffs etc.
Have you ever had a totally surreal where you meet eyes with someone maybe for only a few seconds? And you feel as if you've known them forever and have a connection even if you don't know them and never will?
I've only had one of them. Oddly enough it was in Ireland. We were driving along a road and I was bored and unhappy. I looked up and there was this boy leaning on a gate outside a farm, beside a stone statue. And for about four seconds we held eyes. All I remember is that he had very short blond hair and grey eyes. He looked like Draco Malfoy as I think of him to be -not the film one. And as we drove past he kinda raised his hand. I raised mine back.
It was really weird. It was like I knew him and he knew me. Hmm
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